A Song Letter

A Song Letter

Penulis: Park Ra Rin

Genre: Romance

Cast:

-          You

-          Your bias in Super Junior

Pagi yang cerah, ku awali dengan secangkir kopi panas dan setangkup roti bakar hangat. Aku beranjak menuju pekarangan rumah untuk mengambil koran pagi yg biasanya diantarkan sebelum aku bangun. Tiba-tiba aku menemukan sepucuk surat tanpa nama.

Ku buka dan ku baca surat itu…

Dear YOU,

I LOVE YOU MORE with ALL MY HEART, hey my MR. SIMPLE! You are my SUPERMAN. I don’t need a PERFECTION. I just need someone, and IT’S YOU. I want U! I want to be your SUPER GIRL. I wish, A DAY, when you really love me, it’s not just an OPERA. I wish you can say, “Please, BE MY GIRL” to me.

But, first of all, I really want to say SORRY SORRY because of this stupid letter. Yeah, I know.

Can I  ask you some questions? Did you remember our first met? We easily become a GOOD FRIEND. You know what? It FEELS GOOD. All MEMORIES you gave to me will always in my mind. I will always remember it. I keep looking at a SUNFLOWER that you gave to me. I still remember our MIDNIGHT FANTASY. And of course, I will always remember OUR LOVE.

IN MY DREAM, I always see you with your big smile I love. I hope, in your dream, you can hear me singing a SONG FOR YOU everynight.

Our SHORT JOURNEY is not as fun as people have. But, I feel like our journey is FULL OF HAPPINESS. Don’t you know? Sometimes people consider us as a TWINS cause we’re always together everytime everywhere and I love that.

Do you remember our PAJAMA PARTY? Do you remember when I asked you to cook and you’re just like, “COOKING? COOKING!”. You were so excited. In the night, under the dark sky, suddenly I asked you this silly questiong that I always regret. Do you still remember what the question was? I don’t think so. I asked, “Don’t you know WHY I LIKE YOU?”. I hope you answered it with a good answer but you just lifted up your shoulders. It means you don’t know.

And then you told me a TRUE LOVE and you know what? My heart was in pain at that moment. You said a true love is just like a SHINING STAR and it’s so precious even thought there’s a STORM. It will accompany you when you’re WALKIN’ alone. It will become a stunning gift in your WHITE CHRISTMAS. I knew that.

One day, I thought you were my shining star, my true love. But I think, you’re not. It isn’t my DESTINY to become your shining star. But, MY LOVE, MY KISS, MY HEART are all yours.

I don’t know why I keep thinking that my shining star is you. I keep thinking IT HAS TO BE YOU. I keep WAITING FOR YOU and I still BELIEVE that you’ll come back to me. How stupid I am.

After you told me about what tru love is, I told you about a story called “7 YEARS OF LOVE”. If you wanna know, actually that story I told to you, is my true story. Yeah, I have been waiting for you since 7 years ago. Are you going to be surprise if I tell you, that story is about YOU AND I? I don’t know. You’re so mysterious.

HERE WE GO our seperation. Y? Y we have to be seperated? I thought we didn’t need to know HOW TO BREAK UP. I thought we only have to know one way, WAY FOR LOVE.

I hope you can live with someone else, HAPPY TOGETHER. But one thing that I’m afraid of. WHAT IF I can’t be with someone else except you? Because I still WANNA LOVE YOU. Hard choice, huh? Between HATE U, LOVE U. People told me that LOVE REALLY HURTS. I agree with it. So I decided to hate you. I must hate you, but…how? I just know how to keep you in my mind. I usually play a song with piano at ANDANTE tone. Slowly while I was imagining that we’re DAINCING OUT together. And then I change my music taste into a DISCO DRIVE. Our body keep moving. We keep SHAKE IT UP. Hahahaha I always laugh a minute if I remember that.

When I pray to God, I keep saying, “God, please make him love me. I just wanna hear his voice saying ‘ANGELA, I wanna MARRY U’ “

 Air mata yg selama ini ku tahan tak bisa ku bendung lagi. Ya, aku tahu siapa yg mengirimkan surat ini. Hanya dia. Dia yg selama beberapa tahun mengisi hidup. Dia yg selama beberapa tahun mengisi hariku dengan canda tawanya, kejahilan namun aku juga tahu, dibalik kejahilannya itu dia menyimpan sebuah rahasia besar, yg selama ini ia sembunyikan.

8 tahun kemudian…

“Appa, apa itu?” tanya anakku yg paling bungsu. Aku menarik kedua ujung bibirku. “Ini…..adalah hadiah terindah, dari sahabat appa dulu”. Aku membiarkan anakku membacanya.

“Wah, daebak! Apakah yg huruf kapital ini lagu-lagu appa dahulu?” tanya anakku dengan antusias. “Ne, itu lagu-lagu appa. Appa sangat menyayangi sahabat appa sampai sekarang. Appa berharap ia sudah bahagia…di alam sana” ucapku sambil menyungging senyuman. “Mianhae appa, aku membuatmu sedih”

“Gwenchana, sudah ayo bereskan barang-barangmu. Gudang ini berdebu sekali, tidak baik untuk kesehatanmu. Kajja! Eomma sudah membuatkan makan siang untuk kita” ajakku. “Ne! Kajja appa!”

Ku pandangi sekali lagi surat itu, kemudian aku mengambil sebuah bingkai lama dan memajang surat itu dengan bingkainya.

“Aku harap, aku bisa melihatmu sekarang…bahagia dengan namja lain.” Ucapku dalam hati dan turun menemui anae dan anak-anakku.

 

-THE END-   

*p.s.: Annyeong! ^^ hehe new author is here. Mencoba untuk membuat FF untuk pertama kali. Semoga menghibur. Maaf kalo ada typo dan grammarnya salah2. Maklum masih kecil soalnya hehehehee. Gomawoo sudah baca FF abal ini

Posted by ELF4SUJU on June 4, 2012

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