So, I warn you. Here, Cho Kyuhyun is a jerk. Choi Siwon is a jerk as well. Both of them are jerk, because of what? Because they’re men. If men aren’t jerk, then they are gay. No one is in between the both categories.
DO NOT READ THIS if you are Kyuhyun or Siwon’s fans, because you will end up badmouthing me. But if you insist on reading, one rule is, no one to hate. Hateful comments will end up in trash box. And this is short, no complaints!
Hey, baby, it’s only fiction, ease up and gulp the martinis in one go.
MOSAIC [2/?] In My Room
I close my eyes in my sleepless night
And you dance in my thought
I get so angry at myself who knew nothing
I turn the lights on and look around
Cause you were my sun, the moon
You were y everything
And everything in my room seems to miss you
If I get tired of looking for you and forget our hidden memories
Still linger cause you’re still in my room
Wandering the sea of life, all the lost dream are in the corners of my desk drawer
And you are hidden within them
A picture of you I found under a layer of dust
A love letter filled with my young heart
And everything else I have of you
Even if I throw it away, again and again
My thoughts continue to call out to you and see you smiling in front of me
I want to keep you right here
Cause you were my sun, the moon
You were my everything
And everything in my room seems to miss you
If I get tired of looking for you and forget our hidden memories
Still linger cause you’re still in my room
(SHINee – In My Room)
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“I miss you, baby…”
Suara maskulin itu begitu rapuh.
Mungkin harinya sudah berubah. Ia pergi bekerja, pergi bertemu dengan para klien. Ia sudah mulai teratur makan dan bicara dengan orang lain selain tempat tidur di kamarnya. Pekerjaan yang menumpuk sudah semakin sedikit, membuatnya kembali menjadi Choi Siwon yang workaholic.
Tapi ketika malam datang menjemput dengan langit berwarna gelap dan sunyi merambat ke setiap penjuru rumah, Choi Siwon menemukan dirinya sendiri berdiri termangu di salah satu sudut kamar dengan ingatan yang menjelajah ke masa lalu.
Ia bisa melihat gadis itu tersenyum di tempat tidurnya. Atau ketika gadis itu sedang duduk menyisir rambutnya yang basah setelah mandi. Atau saat Choi Siwon membaringkan tubuhnya, ia bisa melihat gadis itu berbaring di sampingnya dengan sebuah kerlingan mata yang amat dirindukannya.
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