My Story

Listen, this is my story. It’s all about one particular man. He is not an ordinary one, he means the world to me.

He had been missing in action for about 2 years. He barely showed his face in public nor on stage. Even the netizen had no idea where he was. Was he an artist? Yes, he was one among them and i adore him a lot.

He was a hardworker. He strived for his aims achievement. 2005 might be his most unforgetable year. He debuted as a member of Super Junior along with 12 other ‘dream catchers’. It was a great decision though. Everything seems happened smoothly. But three years, he needed three years to realize that it wasn’t really his true dreams. Who on the earth would gave up the fame on stage to reach their true dreams? Well, he would! He leave, he reached out for his other desires. Now he already had albums with Super Junior. He had his own play. He had been a model. He had his own movie. He had his own drama series. Didn’t forget to mention many commercials with him as the model. And i asked my self : didn’t he want to be back to where he belongs, Super Junior? didn’t he get enough? The answer, no! I found my self still didn’t understand what was exactly his smarty brain (for your more information his IQ 138!) thinking of. He haven’t been back yet. I assured my self he still had some unfinished business somewhere out there. So, I thought it was his lifelong secret when he would decide to come back. And i vow my self to wait for him.

Today is August 21st and hundred of people all over the world are celebrating his birthday! Is he really that special to get all this treats? Yes, he is special. Twenty three years ago when the day he came to see this world, no one thought that once he grown up, his smile could easily helping someone through his/her bad day or even brighten up someone’s life and filled it with joy. He made all eyes rolling over him, he made the girls screaming his name. No wonder why, he wasnt called a killer smile for nothing, right? By the way, the birthday-boy should got his birthday present, right? I could buy him all the expensive gifts, i could buy him dozen of roses, i could buy him boxes of chocolate. But i didn’t have the money anyway. I thought of something else special as symbol of my passion and care for him.

My angel, wish your day will be as special as you are
My star, wish you get your happiness
My love, may each passing years bring you wisdom peace and cheer
My snow white, may all the dreams you dream today turn to reality

This is the end of my story. My story as a fan. I’ve promised him something special but those words above aren’t even worth it to be called special. All i have just wishes. I’ve wished for him in all my pray, perhaps i’ve wished hard enough for him. Happy birthday My world, Kim Kibum.

by : haekyun